And here we are
alone with our fears
doing a jigsaw puzzle
while rain gently falls.
And here we are
isolated
and in need of mother’s
hugs and kisses.
Fear that blows
from CNN
pushes us deeper into the cave
where only thoughts remain.
How did Damocles come to
sit under a sword?
How do we escape
to taste the sun?
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Today even church was closed. Churches rushed to the internet to try and maintain some sense of normal. We watched morning service streamed through my computer and displayed on the TV. We sat in our PJs with our tea while the music played. During this time of isolation we struggle to maintain community and hold unrestrained fear at bay.
Last night we started a jigsaw puzzle. It’s Van Gogh painting, Wheat Field with Cypresses. We bought it from a museum where we saw an exhibit of Gauguin (one naturally buys Van Gogh after seeing Gauguin). It’s a difficult puzzle – lots of sky, swirling colors and oddly shaped pieces.
A bit like life with covid-19 in the world.
Thursday my company sent us to work from home. Thursday night our HR director sent an email telling us to continue to work from home until … someday.
Today I’ve been working on preparing my taxes. I wonder if they’ll cancel April 15th too.
In between reconciling accounts I’ve been considering what to write today. What do you say in times likes these? Words of comfort? Words of pain? Rage? Anger?
I rejected a number of ideas, including, “How to Prepare for the Apocalypse” and “Alternatives to Toilet Paper.”
There should be a poem with all the right words. Ones that express the complex feelings floating around my head.
When I find those words, I’ll write them. Until then, there’s a puzzle to complete and living the best we can.
Your poem says it perfectly. These are uncertain times indeed. We’re lucky enough to live out in the country and spring is arriving, so we’ll be working in the garden. But I have a great stockpile of jigsaw puzzles, just in case! Stay well…
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There are times I wish I would moved out to the country years ago, but I’m here in the city with a cabinet full of jigsaw puzzles.
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As long as you’ve got jigsaw puzzles, books, and tea, you’ll be fine. (And a cat or two never hurts.) 🙂
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Well, the kitties like it because I’m home more.
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Yeah, I’ve struggled with what to write or whether I even should. I’m glad you found a way, this was perfect. Hope all stays well with you.
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So far, we’re doing fine out here.
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There are no words for what’s going on right now. Stay well.
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There aren’t, but we writers still have to try.
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I like reading how people are coping. Most aren’t falling apart. Most are doing what they can to keep others safe and waiting. I walked the dog today, thumbing my nose at Gavin Newsome’s guidelines about seniors staying in their houses. (Don’t tell, please). I think as many seniors will get sick from isolation as, well, isolation.
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We’re coping okay for now. Both Heather and I still take our walks in the neighborhood – we just yell at our neighbors from across the street. Kind of fun in a way … 😉
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You’ve posted a beautiful and telling poem, Andrew, and you write of the universality of our experience. I feel better having read both of them. Thank you.
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Thanks for you kind words.
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The poem was perfect. Hopefully, we will all learn a great deal from this crisis. Simple things like, we need to be kinder, more considerate, more patient and most of all we are in this together, Stay healthy and safe.
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Kinder is what we need right now.
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And unlike in Italy, we can’t all hang out our windows and sing. My neighborhood isn’t built like that.
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Well, even if I could hang out a window and sing – it’s not a sound you want to hear. Me singing wouldn’t make you feel better. 😉
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We need bucketsful of patience and a stockpile of good books and jigsaw puzzles.
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Two buckets full and I ready have a cabinet full puzzles – might be doing them two or three times each.
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We’ve been told that the worst will be over by June but that old folk may require up to a year without contact with the disease. Imperial College, London have a vaccine that has worked extremely well with mice but will take, again, about a year to test fully.
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I’m hearing the same kind of thing here and they’ve starting testing the vaccine here too. Could be a year before that’s ready for general use.
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Your poem say it all. We are all in this together.
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We are all in it together, separately in our own homes.
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Ah but life goes on, though maybe not as we know it…
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It’s going to hit us all before it’s done and change everything for awhile.
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Our president announced yesterday that all schools are closed from Wednesday. It is the impact on the local and global economy that scares me.
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It’s going to take years to overcome this one.
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I think so too. It’s scary.
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I just got the directive to work from home starting tomorrow, too. It should be interesting. Good luck with the jigsaw puzzle. The most challenging one I did was a topographic map of Yosemite National Park. Fun!
Stay well.
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It’s a difficult puzzle, but I did get one of the trees done last night.
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amazing how all around the world we are all so affected by this virus, it has indeed become a small world! Take care of yourself and each other!
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Whether people like it or not, we’re now a global village.
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