Monday, Monday

My head hurts.

I am sure it’s going to explode.

Lessons learned so far:

  1. I write too much.
  2. It’s harder than it looks
  3. There is a lot to learn
  4. There isn’t enough time to write down everything I’ve learned
  5. I am a horrible proof reader (didn’t have time to get this post prof red, sory)
  6. I should admit defeat and move on but I am not going to.

Time is the killer.  I start reading a passage and looking up references and then the next thing I know an hour has passed and I’ve written nothing.  Yet I’ve learned vast amounts and have changed my view of the events.

My heart yearns to be able to tell that story right and to get in all the subtleties but it is moving too fast.  I can’t take it all in.

On Monday Jesus curses a fig tree and has a temper tantrum in the temple which ends with the chief priests trying to figure a way to kill him.  From the description in the book of Mark I’d want to at least give Jesus a time out for not playing nice, but kill him?

In the gospel Jesus chastises the temple by saying, “But you have made it a den of robbers.”  Don’t know about you, but ‘den of robbers’ brings up in my mind images of a bad 1950’s movie that might have been titled something like, “Ali Baba and the Forty Thieves” with a bunch of guys with bad tans, bandanas tied on their heads and flying magic carpets against a painted background.  In this film Charles Heston plays the good guy with baggy pants and a curved sword and arrives at the last minute, saves the girl and kills all the robbers without spilling a drop of blood.  “Den of robbers” is a term we don’t use much but it doesn’t sound nice – possibly worse than the movie that just played in my mind.

If the priests want to kill Jesus because of an insult there must be something more behind the words.

Now it is time to turn to Borg and Crossan.

Well now I get it.  According to “The Last Week” the chief priests were really collaborators with the Romans in enforcing a domination system that was oppressing the people.  The temple had become an extension of Roman domination and had stopped playing it’s traditional role of caring for the sick, poor, widows and orphans.  It in fact was helping to collect the taxes that were sent to Rome in tribute.  The temple had lost all of their traditional roles. Religion and charity and had become a tool to rob the Jewish people of their land and wealth and to ensure that the people compiled with Roman rule.

More about this in my next post.

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Palm Sunday

Today is the day that Jesus did that triumphal march into Jerusalem on a donkey or a colt depending on the gospel and translation your reading.  It is also the day than many pastors around the world thrust a palm branch into the hands of the members of their congregation and invite them to follow them out of the building and around in public making fools of themselves.

Well some feel like fools others get into it and wave their branches proudly at on coming traffic.  Me?  Well I am stuck in the middle – a little foolish and halfway waved my palm branch not entirely sure if the whole exercise is worth the effort and wondering if I can find my pew again where I left my glasses.  I am thinking that next year I’ll get a bigger palm branch.  That will make it seem like I am really into the procession and allow me to hide my face at the same time.

Take a moment to read the account of Jesus’s entry into Jerusalem in Mark 11:1-11. …

Done?

Sounds like a big deal right?  So why when I was walking around my church I did feel a little like I was moving out of step with the rest of the world?  The traffic on the street in front of our church didn’t stop.  By standards didn’t jump in and start signing praises.  Has my faith become irrelevant in this world?  I wonder if there were people marching with Jesus that wondered, “Is this the thing?  Will this change anything?”

Reading the passage again there is one word that always stands out, ‘colt.’  I’ve been thinking about that.  You hear a lot about Jesus ride this donkey.  Strangely enough my pastor used that word as a theme in his sermon today (I’ve decided to ignore the fact that he ‘stole’ my idea and am going to press on).

We’ve also heard that Jesus came into Jerusalem on a donkey.  I have no real experience with either the words or with the animals.  I live in a city with cars.  I rode a donkey once and I’ve been on a horse twice and both times watched carefully by the people that led us tourists down the trail on these animals.

I guess if you don’t have a car you’d ride a colt or a donkey or something.  Makes sense to me that Jesus would need something to ride at the head of the parade.  So what’s the big deal?  Jesus is an important dude he should get a ride.  I’d let him borrow my car or colt or whatever.  Heck I’d even pay for the gas or hay or whatever.

Now read the first chapter in Borg and Crossan.  Turns out that there was another big march in town that day – the Romans were also showing up for Passover but this time as a show of imperial power.  There were a lot of people in town for the Passover and the Romans had a tradition of marching on that day to show off their power and remind the population that they ruled and had the power to enforce their will.

While the Romans are marching in on big powerful war horses, Jesus comes riding in on a little colt thumbing his noise at the powerful and accusing them of doing evil.

There is one other intertext reference to consider in Zechariah 9:9 where the writer describes how the king of kings, messiah will arrive by saying, “… your king comes to you; triumphant and victorious is he, humble and riding on a donkey, on a colt, the foal of a donkey.”

Oh my.  So if I am putting the bits together correctly, Jesus is riding to Jerusalem as the messiah – the one that will restore God’s kingdom to earth, restore justice and kick the Romans and their collaborators the Jewish religious authorities out of power.

All from the back of a colt with a rag tag band of followers and the few people in Jerusalem that didn’t go over to see better staged and likely more impressive Roman military procession (bet the Romans had drums and trumpets, maybe even popcorn or the first century equivalent of pop corn whatever that was).

The hard thing for me is that – well, okay, if I were alive back then, in those times, I’d have gone to see the Romans.  I love a good military march, especially with trumpets and drums. The failing that I feel is that I am not sure I would have had the courage to show up and support Jesus in a cause that is right and just.

In this world today there is plenty of injustice, plenty of despair and plenty of people in need.  The question is, “do I have the courage to show up and be a fool in Jesus’s parade?”

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Plumbing problem

There is always a tension in spiritual pursuits between tending to the soul and tending to world.

This weekend is a bit of an example of that.  Yesterday I started on my first post for holy week thinking I’d do a short post on tools.  It was over a thousand words – too long for a blog post. I now realize that I may be trying to do too much so I’ll scale back a little.

Then last night the drain in our bathroom sink plugged up.  We are fortunate to have two bathrooms in the house so I can still shave and brush teeth.  After church I grabbed my tool kit and went to fix it.  Now I am enough of a handy man to tackle a blocked u-bend and in a few minutes I had it cleaned and reassembled.

Tomorrow my wife calls the plumber – turns out there is another blockage in the drain, beyond my limited tools and plumbing skills.  I guess a “real man” might have torn the whole thing apart again and work another two hours before his wife forced him to admit defeat but I long ago learned embraced my inner wimp so I packed up the tools and went off to cook a pot of spaghetti sauce (I did wash my hands first).

I had planned to be writing my blog entry today about palm Sunday not wrenching on the pipes.  Yesterday I’d planned to work in my woodshop but ended up writing more than I had planed.

There’s the question for today – is it better to tend to the broken plumbing or to the spiritual journey?

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Tools – spiritual, traditional and literary

Holy week officially starts tomorrow. Today is a day for me to prepare for the journey.  I want to gather together the things I’ll be taking along with me on the trip.  Since this is a mental journey what I am packing is my spiritual and literary tool kits – those things that I use to extract meaning and to discern the truth for me:  prayer, meditation, my training in literary criticism and from my Methodist roots the Wesleyan quadrilateral of scripture, tradition, reason and experience.

At best, reading and understanding the Bible and teachings of Jesus is difficult.  In our world there are a number of people and groups attempting to use the Bible to promote or even enforce their view of the way things should work. The Bible is a complex document, often incomplete, inaccurate and sometimes even contradicts itself.  There that should firmly label me as “evil,” or “heretic” in at least half the Christian churches on the planet. Just reading the words in the Gospel of Mark won’t tell the whole story or reveal the truth for my life.  It takes a bit more work and a few tools to get there.  There are a number of problems with reading the Gospel of Mark that one must account for while trying to find meaning (and God’s true intent as is my self-appointed task in this case – wow I love being pompous).  They go something like this:

  1. We read the Bible in translation – not the original words.  The Bible was written thousands of years ago in languages we no longer speak in a culture we’ve not experienced. The Gospel of Mark has special problems here.  It was written in ancient Greek about peoples who spoke Aramaic, Hebrew and Latin.  How much meaning has been lost in translation?
  2. The Gospel of Mark was written 30-40 years after Jesus died by people who likely did not witnesses the events.
  3. The writer of Mark interrupted the events of holy week from his perspective and was no doubt influenced by the events since the death of Jesus.  The politically and religious realities of that point in time affected the writing.

Well that list could go on for a long time.  In reading the text I need to account for these and other problems while trying to figure out what it means for me now – what message is being past to me through the ages?

Here are the tools I will use:

Prayer and mediation – having a conversation with God.  Simply put, prayer is talking to God and mediation is listening to God.  Prayer doesn’t have to be an elaborate thing with white robes and candles.  Just clear your mind and talk.  Voice your concerns, questions and doubts in your mind.  In a conversation you need to listen – stop talking.  For me meditation is just that, being quiet and being open to hearing that inner voice I know as God’s voice.  God also speaks to me in other ways – though books and other people, so sometimes meditation includes reading a book, or listening to a trusted friend. I use this tool by reading the scripture, the book “The Last” and attending whatever daily event my church is having and then talk to God about it.  Sounds simple enough.

John Wesley’s work highlights four tools he advocated for discerning the will of God and for learning. This Wikipedia article gives a good summary: Wesleyan Quadrilateral

I’ll be using all four parts of the quadrilateral but most of my focus with the practice reading of scripture and using reason which will be informed my experiences of the traditional holy week services at my church.  As a Methodist these tools come quickly to my hand when I consider any spiritual matter.

The final tool I’ll be using is my education in literary criticism.  Not the same as a movie critic but rather the field of study that tries to uncover the meaning of a text (or story) by providing different ways to analyze text or to provide a set of lenses though which we can view a text and figure out what it means.  There are two methods to apply; reader response theory and intertextual reading.  Each lens let’s me see a different aspect of meaning.  There are a number of other lenses but these two are the ones I’ve chosen for this exercise.

Here are a couple of Wikipedia links that give a general, incomplete and not the best description of the lenses (but since you won’t likely read more they’re fine for now).  Reader-response criticism intertextuality

Now for my quick view on each (quick? you should be so lucky):

Reader response theory suggests that the reader’s knowledge, experiences and personal beliefs affect the meaning of a text.  It goes further to say that the meaning of a text is created in the mind of the reader and not by the action of a writer.  An author can try to influence meaning based on shared knowledge or experience but in the end the reader’s own thoughts, feelings, past experiences and education affect what a text means.

For example think of the word ‘tree.’  What do you see?  I saw a towering redwood tree, 300 feet high and 30 feet around.  Did we see the same thing?  Likely not.  So for you to have the same picture of that redwood tree I need to provide more details and that assumes that at some point you actually seen a redwood tree.  Now let’s add another factor.  Let’s say I write: Arbol de secoya.  What did I just say?  According to my translation web site that is Spanish for redwood tree.

Now apply that to the book of Mark and ask what meaning have I lost or what have I misinterpreted because I don’t read ancient Greek and the writer didn’t report the actual Hebrew, Aramaic or Latin used by the people in the story?  To understand the intent of the writer I need to know more about the writer and what the writer’s words meant to the writer.  If you really want some fun we could engage in some historical reader response and try to figure what meaning a reader in Mark’s time might have received from the text.  Brain fried yet? Keep reading, I’ll get it fried.

The last tool is just so cool and perhaps my favorite lens, intertextual reading.  It’s based on the notion that no text is written in isolation from all other texts.  In fact the writer of one text is influenced by another text which was influenced by another and so on.  To fully understand the current text we need to understand the texts that influenced the writer or are referred to in the current reading.  In Mark we find a number of references to stories in the Old Testament and a number of references to cultural knowledge (another version of a text) that it is assumed that the reader knows.  Therefore, to fully understand the story in Mark we need to understand the other stories Mark refers to, understand what texts the writer might have read and what the culture of the time was.

In fact I’ve made the intertextual reading of Mark that much more complicated by reading Borg and Crossans’s book that interprets Mark.  Borg and Crossan were no doubt influenced and draw information and meaning from sources other than the Bible.  Of course the task now seems like an endless recursive search that will only end when I know everything about all texts, so I have to create artificial limits which in this case will be “The Last Week,” the Gospel of Mark, the Old Testament stories Mark refers to and anything I learn from my experiences this week along with all of my past experiences.  Limiting? Sounds very big and given that I’m only taking a week I’ll have to cut a number of corners to get to any kind of meaning for me.

If you’re still reading this I can’t promise that the meaning I find will mean anything to you.  I can only hope that the process might help or inspire you to study more on your own.

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