December 7th

“Yesterday, December 7, 1941—a date which will live in infamy …”
Franklin D. Roosevelt, December 8, 1941 in a speech to congress asking for a declaration of war.

This day was a defining day in the lives of my parents.  For my father, 1941 was his last year in high school and my mother would soon have her driver’s license.  For both their childhood world of the depression era erupted into a violent world war that would define a generation.  Both could tell you exactly where they were on that day and both could tell you of the sinking feeling in the pit of their stomachs as war was now thrust upon them.

My father loved to tell his little story of irony every year about this time.  He was a senior in high school at the time and on Friday, December 6, father had given a speech in school.  It was titled, “Why the Japanese Won’t Attack America.”  Father told us that it was filled with logic, facts, and solid arguments.  He received an ‘A’ for the speech and research paper.

He was, of course, wrong, but neither his teachers nor his classmates ever mentioned the speech again.  One year after that speech the local draft board finally got around to sending him a draft notice, and by January 1943 my 18 year-old father was on a troop train heading for basic training and service in the pacific.

My mother would tell stories of 1942 – stories of boys she knew leaving for the front lines.  Stories of listening to the war reports.  Stories of volunteering at the hospital.  Stories of how she learned to drive her father’s flatbed trucks because his building contracting business was having a difficult time finding men to hire.  There’s was the story of grandmother saving rationed gas by turning the engine off and coasting down mountain roads in those big construction trucks.

The date brings many stories to mind – some heroic and some tragic.

It’s an important date in my family’s history and in one of those odd twists of life, it’s an important date in my personal story.  It was on Wednesday, December 7, 2011 – just three years ago – that I went to the hospital for a routine biopsy.  A procedure that my doctor told me only had a 20% chance of discovering any cancer.

He was wrong – perhaps not as wrong as my father was, but the pathology report clearly showed cancer and it sent me down a path I didn’t wish to follow.

The diagnosis was a life changing event for me and has colored my life since, but it was nowhere near as dramatic as the changes that my parents went through 70 years before in 1941.  The only commonality between my December 7th story and my father’s is that it sent us both down paths we didn’t wish to go.

and we both came out alive to tell the story.

Till next week,
Andrew

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Glitter

I see a major pollutant entering our environment and no one I know of is doing anything about it so this post is to raise your awareness of this great threat to our ecosystem.

Yes, my friends I am talking about glitter.  It’s everywhere.  Today I saw a bit of it on my pew at church.  Right next to me, a bright bit of red glitter was imbedded in the thin blue cushion.  A closer inspection revealed other colors: yellow, orange, purple, silver and gold.  I’ve seen it everywhere – on clothes, chairs, in hair, and even on my driveway.

According to Wikipedia , from 1989 to 2009 over 10 million pounds of glitter was purchased and presumably used and then dumped on the planet.  The problem is that the stuff is not biodegradable.  That’s right, once made the glitter never goes away – ever.  It’s kind of like a bad joke, once made you can’t unmake it.  From the shirts of little children, to the washing machine, to the water treatment plant, and right out to sea.  Nothing stops it.  Nothing can filter it out.  In just a few more decades the ocean will start washing up glitter covered driftwood.  Don’t be surprised if the the next time to you cut into a nice piece of halibut you find purple, red and gold glitter on your fork.

This stuff is made from plastics embedded with aluminum, titanium dioxide, iron oxide and bismuth oxychloride.  Don’t know about you, but I don’t even want to touch stuff like that and now it’s everywhere.  Just last week I was walking through a parking lot and saw some glittering in the sun.  You can’t get away from it.  Really, just open your eyes and take a walk down your street and you’ll find it sticking to the sidewalk.

Do we really want a world covered in glitter?  What happens to grass?  Will it no longer be nice fresh and green but rather will our parks be covered in red, blue and gold sparkleness?  What happens when the young soccer player scrapes her knee while kicking the wining goal?  Will glitter poisoning in her leg cause an expensive trip to the emergency room?

While researching this glitter problem I discovered something truly concerning – sparkalaphobia .  Yes, my friends some unfortunate people out there suffer from an uncontrollable fear of sparkles.  In extreme cases people with sparkalaphopia can become paralyzed with fear and unable to leave the walls of their sparkleless homes.  An encounter with even a little bit of sparkle can cause serious trauma for the sufferers of this horrible disease.

So, my friends, I am asking you to help me join in the fight against glitter.  Let’s join together and help make the planet safe for the poor sufferers of sparkalaphopia.

Till next week,
Andrew

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Wendesday Woodworking – More work in the Artium

I’ve been spending a lot of time in the atrium this week.  Still working on the storage unit.  That’s proving to be more time-consuming than I thought.  Second project is some lattice-work we decided to do.  We’ve had problems in the past with small animals (cats mostly) climbing over the wall of the atrium and sleeping in there.  The idea was to build a lattice thing that would stop them from getting in and as an extra benefit we could use it to keep our kittens in the atrium if we wanted to.

Using this as an excuse, I’ve bought this fancy air compressor and brad nailer.  Homedepot had these on sale this week so I nabbed one.  The version they had also included a finish nailer and a stapler.  Here’s my new toy:

My new air compressor and brad nailer

My new air compressor and brad nailer

It’s an impressive time saver.  I was able to build this in a couple of hours:

Lattice work to keep the critters out of our atrium.

Lattice work to keep the critters out of our atrium.

Hard to tell from the picture but it’s seven feet wide and about four feet at its high point.

And here is the progress on the storage unit:

Current state of the storage unit.

Current state of the storage unit.

I know it doesn’t look much different from last week’s picture but it took all weekend to get it to look like this.  Hopefully the next picture I get to take will be more impressive.

If you need me – I’ll be in the shop

Andrew

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Time and a Poem

Thanksgiving Day

It’s that time again
to decide whether I
follow convention and either list
all I am grateful for
or rail against the insincerity of those who do.

It’s that time again in our digital world
to be for or against
to be lightness and sweet
or be dark and despair.

Can I, this old analog man
who was taught to see the world’s continuum,
be allowed to see the world in all its shades?

Can I be allowed to say,
I am grateful for life, wife and love
but fear the world is spinning wrong?

The future looks bright
except for that dark cloud
that known point it time when…

At this happy time of family
friends and memories
allow me to simply say:
I am grateful for the life I have been given
until that day when I must give it back.

 

It’s one of those weeks where I struggle with time.  I wish I could do more, but I can’t.  There is a mixture of things I want to do, things I have to do and things I might do creating a frustration in my soul since I can’t get them all done.

If I were to list all my problems, this would become a very depressing post.  I guess it’s partly because of the time of year – the days are getting shorter, I leave work after dark and the cold is settling in.  I have a list of things to do: building things, writing things and taking care of needed things.  All are in conflict with each other it seems.

While my creative soul wishes to write and build, there is a part of my soul that wants to pull the drapes closed and light a fire in the hearth. Then put my feet up and read a book in the warmth of home – just be alive and breath.

I’ve tried, a little, to put the fuzzy slippers on and plop in front of the TV.  I managed a whole evening of it this week.  While I know I needed a bit of rest, I didn’t feel that rested afterwards – instead I felt that I spent two hours for nothing.  I wasn’t entertained or distracted and did not feel rested afterwards.  My brain kept going over my list: 18 poems for the book, a Sunday blog post, read that programming book for work, the storage unit, the lattice-work for the atrium, cleaning the shop, creating the new church website, my office is a mess, the kittens need tending, and oh no, next week is Thanksgiving.

Sigh…

Some times the question isn’t, “What am I going to do?” but rather it’s, “What I am not going to do?”  I need to say out loud – somethings aren’t getting done.  Some doors need to be closed.

Our society seems bent on not closing doors, after all you can be anything you want to be.  Right?  Sure.  I’d like to be an astronaut.  Can we make that happen?  How about a poet astronaut?  While waiting for the blast-off I’ll scribble little poems on my flight plan and I’ll become NASA’s poet laureate while flying too and from the moon.

Not realistic.  Interesting day-dream but not going to happen.  Keeping all our options open isn’t as freeing as we think.  Sometimes it leads to frustration as we don’t have the time to do it all or sometimes if we pick one thing, it naturally excludes something else.  If I decide to join the Democratic party I am automatically closing the door on being a Republican.  Perhaps that’s too simplistic, but you get the idea.

I’ve chosen to be a woodworker but I do know how to do metal work.  I have chosen to not have a metal workshop with welders, lathes, taps, dies, and the like because I’d rather focus my time on shaping wood.  I close the door in one place to allow time and energy to be spent where I want it – with the wood shop.

Well, what’s not going to get done is any more work on this essay.  I need to move on to my poetry.  Shop projects this week won’t get much time spent on them and sadly, my desk isn’t likely to get much cleaner this week.

But it is Thanksgiving week and we have family coming over so I just might close down this computer and lock the shop door.

Perhaps a pair of comfy slippers, a glass of wine and a feast with family and friends is the most important way to spend this week.

Till next week,
or perhaps the week after that,
Andrew

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