The Unfinished Post

I am stuck – can’t think of what to write about. No, it’s not because my mind is blank but rather due to the million half-finished thoughts in my brain.  There are still things I want to write about Paris.  The grand kids are still here and have triggered a number of threads.  I’ve been to the doctor again and get to have more fun with doctors next month.

I’d like to write about something I’ve finished. Something that’s complete. Something where the whole thing is in a neat little box with a good story, strong conclusion and powerfully wise meaning.  Don’t have any of those this week.

What I do have is a life full of unfinished business, projects, thoughts and dreams.  In the workshop I’ve got at least six projects lying around in various states of ‘doneness.‘   I’ve got at least four hours of raw video clips I plan to edit into videos.  On the computer are outlines for at least five blog posts, two books, and three magazine articles – each with varying degrees of research and writing completed.  In the back yard there’s a half started fence and the idea of a deck I am going to build.  Even my health feels incomplete – more medical procedures and tests in the near future.  Nothing serious but enough that I feel I can’t move ahead on feeling fully healthy again.

I wonder why there are so many loose ends.  It seems that before I finish one thing a higher priority comes along and I have to switch gears.  Sometimes I lose interest in a project and once in a while I realize that a project or task is just plain stupid. Sometimes I just have a short attention span.

Yesterday in the workshop is a very small example.  One of our grand sons came home with a ‘find’ from a yard sale – a necklace that he wants to give his mom.  He asked me if I could make a box for him.  Sure, I can do jewelry boxes so I started right in. We figured out how big then went into the shop to find some wood.  Then I realized that I’d have to clean up a bit to get to the table saw.  Then I thought – I’d better cut it today so we have time for the glue to dry, then he’ll have to paint it…

And so it goes.  Now I’ve got two little wood boxes in clamps on my table saw sitting next to a tug boat, a sheep, a rocket puzzle and three serving trays.  All in progress.  So why start on a box and end up with two unfinished ones when I’ve got a ton of other work already in progress?

Perhaps the simplest answer is that I just lack the ability to look an eight-year old the eye and say, “I don’t have time to do that.”

Perhaps there is a deeper more sinister answer – some deep psychosis that prevents me from finishing a thought.

Perhaps the answer – Sorry, got to go – gran needs some help with the kids…

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Of Star Wars and the Eiffel Tower

The last couple of weeks have been very busy for me.  Trying to keep pace with three grandsons isn’t easy – where do they get that much energy?  My work has been extra busy and stressful and just the normal details of life seem to be ganging up on me.

It would be easy for me to slip into a depression and just sit on the couch and watch old WWII movies until dawn but I am going to resist that urge.  I’ve decided to do something else (okay, I’ll admit to watching, “Enemy Below” once this weekend).  Yesterday I spent a good part of the day in the workshop cutting the parts for Christmas presents.  Got three well under way and the next step will be sanding and painting.  I am working on a couple of designs but am a little stuck on the creative front and rather than fight it I’ve put them design work aside for the moment.

I now have a couple of hours of video on my computer from Paris and from the grandsons current visit that I am still hoping to edit but I did get the car’s smog check done yesterday.  Oh and while I am on random thoughts, here is a picture of the Eiffel Tower:

Eiffel Tower

And a cannon from the Army museum in Paris:

Small ceremonial cannon.

That’s a bit like my life this last week – just as I’ve started to get going on something – wham – priorities change or a giving attention to a kid is just way more interesting than my bank statements and updating the budget.

Take the other night when I was getting depressed about something (who knows what, I can get depressed about being depressed – Call me, Eeyore) and I came apron our ten-year old grandson “B” talking to his uncle about Star Wars. Uncle came down to visit for a few days and provide us older folks with a little relief from kid duty.  Uncle and B were trying to figure out which characters were alive in all six movies and since I am a recognized expert on everything, I was naturally consulted.  Well it was quite the conversation.  First was the needed definition of terms – for example should we consider C3-PO and R2-D2 as “living” and did we mean living or appeared or were mentioned in the movies.

As I recall uncle and I soon hijacked the conversation and started in directions that I am sure B hadn’t intended the conversation to go.  We did come to some conclusions but bed time came (my bed time that is) and I left uncle and B to carry on with the analysis.

Driving to work the next day I wondered what B must have thought of the whole conversation.  Well, he clearly enjoyed whatever it was we talked about because the next night when his younger brothers were packed off to bed, B announced, “let’s talk about Star Wars.”

I thought, “What the heck,” as it was either talk about Star Wars or start on that budget so I sat down.  The question was, “Who are your five favorite characters.”  So naturally uncle and I lead the conversation in to the nature of good and evil as expressed in the film. Uncle told us a better order in which to watch the films with what I thought was a very well thought out argument. We suggested that a better first movie would have been the story of Yoda as a young Jedi and how the character of Anakin was the real pivotal character and the over all arc of the six movies was really about Anakin’s struggle with good and evil.  I even recall a long bit where I talked about how George Lucas was influenced by the writings of Joseph Campbell (forget why I bought that up).

I don’t think we ever answered B’s question but he didn’t seem to mind.  During the conversation I realized that B’s experience with Star Wars was much different from mine and an interesting example of that literary theory called reader-response. The theory focuses on how the experiences of the reader shape their experience of a text (or movie in this case).  In theory each reader of a text will draw different meanings based on their life experiences including education, work, and what other texts they have experienced.

For example, I’ve always found that Luke was the central character to the story and that the later movies (chapters 1 to 3) were just filling in the details that made Luke’s world and were the reasons for Luke’s fight (or quest if you view it from a Campbell perspective).

However, B just thought that Luke was a ‘lame’ secondary character and that the whole Star Wars cycle was really about the ‘cool’ character of Anakin.  In B’s view Luke was just Anakin’s son and the real story was about how Anakin fell into darkness but in the end was able to fight the evil and redeem himself by killing the emperor.

The difference in views can be explained in part by the different order in which we viewed the movies.  I was 17 when the first movie, chapter 4, came out and in that film there was no Anakin, just the evil Darth Vader.  It wasn’t until later films that it was reviled that Anakin was Darth Vader and was Luke’s father.  It was more than two decades later before movies for chapters 1-3 were made and we learned of Anakin’s history and fall into evil.

B’s experience with the story is different.  He has always had all six movies to watch and started watching with chapter 1 – the childhood of Anakin.  In B’s watching of the films, Luke doesn’t appear until chapter 4 and looks more like a character being molded and equipped by Obi-Wan and Yoda to fight the evil emperor and Darth Vader.  To B the story is all about the fight between good and evil as represented by Yoda and the emperor.

Before I could explain all this to B gran came out and announced bed time.  Sadly B was deprived of my grand insight.

And now I realize that I’ve written far more than I intended on a subject that hadn’t even been in my plan when I started writing and it is way past my bed time.  May the force be with you.

Good night.

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Sainte Chapelle – More Pictures

It’s still very busy in my house.  It’s summer time and the grandkids are visiting which leaves gran and grandpa no spare time so no real post this week.  Just some more pictures from Paris that Heather took.  Today here are some pictures of the stained glass at Sainte Chapelle which is near Notre Dame.

We visited Sainte Chapelle (or in English, “Holy Chapel”).  We walked the roughly two miles from the Musee de L’Armee at Les Invalides and in retrospect we all wished we’d gotten the metro.  On our way to the chapel at least four ‘ring’ scammers tried their tricks on us – they pretend to find a ring on the ground, stop you and eventually try to sell you the ring – but we’d been warned and didn’t fall for it.  Well, I should say we read all about the scam in Rick Steves’ book on Paris.

Based on St. Steves’ book (as I started to refer to Mr. Steves by the end of the week) we thought we were in for a great treat.  The line to get in was very long and took about 45 minutes.  We walked in the door expecting to see great stained glass but this is what we saw:

The windows in the first floor

 

My heart sank when I saw the small dark space with a little gift shop counter on one side and thought, “Did I walk two miles and wait in line for 40 minutes for this?” Then we noticed there was a stair leading up, climbed and then saw this stained glass window:

Stained Glass at the top of the stairs

 

WOW, doesn’t really describe it and no camera can really capture the spender or scale of the scene.  There was a number of paintings, carvings and statues around the room.  Here is one statue:

Statue on the wall

 

The picture was taken from below as the statue is about ten feet off the floor and must be six or seven feet tall.  The ceiling vault is very high – 139 ft by one web source so it’s nearly impossible to capture the grandeur of the place. Here is one last shot that tries to capture a floor to ceiling image.  Note that the left side is cutoff because that area was under renovation and all covered.

The grand stained glass floor to ceiling.

Well, it’s way past my bed time and gran is still trying to get the grandkids to sleep so I’ll stop with the pictures for tonight.

In other news, I decided that this is really going to be the year that I make Christmas presents for everyone in the family.  That means if I start now I am behind schedule.  One of the biggest problems for me is to figure out what to make so I decided to have the grandkids help. A few nights ago I pulled out a number of my scroll was magazines and explained my problem to the eight year old twins – their ten year old brother took an advisory role but mostly stuck to building a Lego creation.  It took them about 30 minutes of scrambling through the pictures to decide what grandpa was going to make for each person and they helped me make a careful list.  Yesterday I took two of them over to the lumber yard and they helped pick the wood for the first couple of projects.  In the afternoon they came out the workshop to “help” me.  I did get a start and entertained them for a couple of hours before they decided we’d “worked enough” for the day.  They also made a few “gifts” of their own but that is another post.

Good night.

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Just Some Pictures of Paris

This weekend Heather and I were visiting family.  We had a great time but I didn’t get any time to write.  Work has been a bit busy so this week I am not going to write.  Instead here are a couple of pictures of our trip to Paris.  More stories about our adventures next week.

 

 

Here is “J” walking towards the river on our first day in Paris.

 

Here is one of the bridges in Paris.

 

Notre Dame in the background. Traffic barriers in the foreground.

 

Stained glass inside Notre Dame.

 

This is going to be very busy week for me so no promises when you’ll see more but we’ve got over 500 photos to sort through.  These were ones from just one morning right off the camera (no editing or nothing).  More this weekend.

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